crazy love: Crazy love

crazy love: Crazy love: how do you love someone more than you love yourself ? What that mean u ask? How is it you let someone do things to u u wouldn't do to yourse...

Crazy love

how do you love someone more than you love yourself ? What that mean u ask? How is it you let someone do things to u u wouldn't do to yourself. how can u let somebody have so much power over you and you sit back and wait and suffer......Crazy love i tell u Crazy.... the questions the fears the not knowing but still wanting to stay.... u know when u cant sleep at night or think during the day because ur mind is so clouded with all the things that went unsaid..... or what about when it hurts too much to get out of bed?????????????? Is it just us women that  go threw this or do the men go threw it to??????????? and if they do why they don't hurt like we do why cant they forgive or forget as quick an easy as we can??????????? why cant they hurt as bad as we do love as hard as we do or even care as much as we do???????????? women have broken hearts all over the world have felt like less than nothing left to raise kids on there own an all at the hands of a man that once may have loved her..... but when shit got hard and out of his range he leaves her and his child to fend for themselves..... seen that happen a time or two growing up..... but we are labeled the bitches n hoes for having multiple fathers for our children or speaking out of turn or being in the way or not making a bad situation good.  but we are the same women who stand by you when u have nothing and loved you like u where a billionaire with us its not about the fame n fashion its about what our heart wants n idk about alot of these ladies but my heart is not for sale! so where do that leave me u ask mother of three wonderful kids at the age of 28??????????????? that's a good question had u asked me that two weeks ago I could have told u NOW IDK an it appears HE HAS NO CLUE EITHER??????????? QUESTION STILL NOT ANSWERED! Because i love my family and my man it leaves me waiting on him to decide..... am i happy about it no! do i know the outcome? no! is it worth the wait? to me yes! am I crazy in love HELL YES

MAYBE EVEN STUPID i use to give alot of relationship advice now not too much i cant tell anybody what to do in their relationship i thought mine was perfect now look at me................all i can say is follow ur heart! Only u know ur relationship folk will be quick to tell u what to do but u gotta do what makes you happy!!!!!!!!!!! SO THAT'S WHAT I'M GONNA DO AN HOPEFULLY IN THE END I WILL BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! TILL NEXT TIME SEE YA